{"id":13744,"date":"2013-05-17T14:29:43","date_gmt":"2013-05-17T12:29:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/grapplingbloggen.se\/?p=13744"},"modified":"2013-05-17T14:29:43","modified_gmt":"2013-05-17T12:29:43","slug":"bortskamd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/grapplingbloggen.se\/?p=13744","title":{"rendered":"Bortsk\u00e4md?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jag har v\u00e4ldigt m\u00e5nga m\u00e4nniskor i min n\u00e4rhet som inte alls har samma passionerade f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande till sin hobby. Mina familjemedlemmar, mina arbetskamrater och m\u00e5nga av mina \u00e4ldre v\u00e4nner st\u00e5r vid min sida och ser med f\u00f6rundran men ocks\u00e5 lite f\u00f6rvirring p\u00e5 min tillvaro och f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte riktigt vad det \u00e4r jag g\u00f6r. I b\u00f6rjan, n\u00e4r jag b\u00f6rjade tr\u00e4na BJJ och sakta blev uppslukad av sportens magi fick jag mycket skeptiska kommentarer och mycket of\u00f6rst\u00e5else i form av kommentarer som ”men va? ska du brottas?” ”tr\u00e4nar du verkligen med killar” eller ”vadd\u00e5, ska du b\u00f6rja t\u00e4vla NU.. i din \u00e5lder??” De mest irriterande var nog de som misstog brasiliansk Jiu Jitsu f\u00f6r Capoeira och uppmuntrade mig till att b\u00f6rja ”dansa” men tv\u00e4rv\u00e4nde n\u00e4r de ins\u00e5g att det var en mycket h\u00e5rdare, br\u00f6tigare och svettigare sport jag skulle \u00e4gna mig \u00e5t. De skeptiska r\u00f6sterna har lagt sig. N\u00e5gra av dessa m\u00e4nniskor har jag valt att distansera mig fr\u00e5n d\u00e5 de framf\u00f6r allt var bra p\u00e5 att tala om f\u00f6r mig vad jag INTE kunde. Min umg\u00e4ngeskrets idag best\u00e5r mest av positiva och st\u00f6ttande m\u00e4nniskor som tror p\u00e5 mig och p\u00e5 det jag g\u00f6r. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt sk\u00f6nt. Det \u00e4r deras uppmuntran och peppande kommentarer som f\u00e5r mig att forts\u00e4tta k\u00e4mpa n\u00e4r det \u00e4r som motigast. Inte minst min underbara sambo Christian som verkligen har varit klippan i tillvaron och fixat allt fr\u00e5n att sparka ut mig ur s\u00e4ngen p\u00e5 morgonen till att fixa matl\u00e5dor och ta hand om annat som jag inte hinner med n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r iv\u00e4g och tr\u00e4nar eller som av ren solidaritet \u00e4ter endast k\u00f6tt och sallad till middag dag efter dag trots att han inte beh\u00f6ver g\u00e5 ner i vikt. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5na h\u00e4r saker som kanske mer \u00e4n n\u00e5got peppar mig till att forts\u00e4tta och som verkligen f\u00e5r mig att vilja sp\u00f6a hela v\u00e4rlden och ta hem den d\u00e4r guldmedaljen i Los Angeles om tv\u00e5 veckor.
\nJag \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 tacksam f\u00f6r mina underbara sponsorer p\u00e5 MMsports som hj\u00e4lpt med med kl\u00e4der, kosttillskott och dietist. Jag hade aldrig klarat att n\u00e5 viktm\u00e5len utan deras hj\u00e4lp. Ig\u00e5r fick jag ett paket fullt av uppmuntran i form av nya tr\u00e4ningskl\u00e4der ur deras Fighter Series. Riktigt snygga grejer \u00e4ven om sj\u00e4lva paketet var lite tilltufsat n\u00e4r jag h\u00e4mtade det.
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\nJag k\u00e4nner mig minst sagt lite bortsk\u00e4md just nu. Att i vuxen \u00e5lder f\u00e5 leka s\u00e5 mycket jag vill och dessutom ha alla dessa underbara m\u00e4nniskor runt mig som bara st\u00e5r och hejjar p\u00e5 och verkligen vill att det ska g\u00e5 bra f\u00f6r mig. Det \u00e4r en obeskrivligt sk\u00f6n k\u00e4nsla.
\nIdag b\u00f6rjar min sista hemmahelg innan USAresen. Jag planerar att umg\u00e5s med min sambo, h\u00e4lsa p\u00e5 mina f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar och s\u00e5 klart tr\u00e4na en hel del.
\nNU drar jag iv\u00e4g till Nordic Wellness och k\u00f6r ett cirkelpass, d\u00e4refter ska jag h\u00e4mta Tommy Karlsson p\u00e5 stationen och sen blir det BJJ.<\/p>\n

Ha en trevlig helg alla<\/p>\n

Vi ses p\u00e5 mattan<\/p>\n

Diana<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag har v\u00e4ldigt m\u00e5nga m\u00e4nniskor i min n\u00e4rhet som inte alls har samma passionerade f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande till sin hobby. Mina familjemedlemmar, mina arbetskamrater och m\u00e5nga av mina \u00e4ldre v\u00e4nner st\u00e5r vid min sida och ser med f\u00f6rundran men ocks\u00e5 lite f\u00f6rvirring p\u00e5 min tillvaro och f\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte riktigt vad det \u00e4r jag g\u00f6r. I b\u00f6rjan, n\u00e4r…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175,242],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-13744","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-bloggar","7":"category-diana-kajic","8":"wrapper-post entry","9":"no-post-thumbnail","10":"wrapper-post-text"},"yoast_head":"\nBortsk\u00e4md? - Grapplingbloggen<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/grapplingbloggen.se\/?p=13744\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:title\" content=\"Bortsk\u00e4md? - Grapplingbloggen\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:description\" content=\"Jag har v\u00e4ldigt m\u00e5nga m\u00e4nniskor i min n\u00e4rhet som inte alls har samma passionerade f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande till sin hobby. 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